Breastfeeding Continued

March 29, 2017

Nursing Aversion and Self-Weaning

15194530_700964844452_1314285736540861484_oFor me nursing was an amazing experience. If you read my previous posts about nursing, you know how truly special it is for me. Since I started nursing Maddox more than three ears ago, I have had only a few months between Maddox and Marlow when I was not nursing.  Even so, I have experienced something that many others have as well, and I wanted to tell you about it so that you know it doesn’t have to spoil it for you.

While Maddox was still nursing full time, I experienced nursing aversion. This term describes a period or phase when nursing can seem really annoying. For me, it was an overwhelming feeling of not wanting to be touched at all. By anyone! When it was time to nurse I felt instantly annoyed (for absolutely no reason) and had this feeling like my skin was crawling. It was a terrible feeling! For me, it only lasted for a few weeks off and on. It wasn’t ever time I nursed. It was maybe every 3rd or 4th nursing session. It was extremely frustrating for me.

I knew I didn’t want that to be my last experience with nursing because up until then it had been such an amazing bonding experience. I knew this phase would pass and it did. So whenever I felt those feelings coming on, I would do everything I could to distract myself. I would watch TV, play on my phone, read a book, whatever made me feel better. I would constantly tell myself that the feeling would pass, that it had nothing to do with Maddox, and that I had to think about something else. If I was feeling extremely overwhelmed, I would take a minute to myself. I would give Maddox to Josh and take a bath or go for a quick shopping trip because shopping helps everything, right? I don’t know how many other people have gone through this or if this is how their experience was, but this is how it was for me. And happily it did not last long.

I nursed Maddox until he was about 2 1/2. When he was almost 2, he stopped nursing during the day and only nursed to fall asleep at nap or bed time. Then a few months after that it was only at night. Then slowly he stopped completely. I knew I wanted to let him stop when he was ready. I didn’t want it be something that was taken away or that he missed. For many reasons, but mainly because I was pregnant with Marlow and knew he’d soon be seeing me nurse her, I didn’t want there to be any jealously associated with it. I was fully prepared to tandem nurse if he wasn’t ready to stop, but to be completely honest, I didn’t really want to. But I would have.

Maddox ended up basically weening himself.  I made a conscience decision to never say “No” because I think then they want it more. Maddox had always nursed to sleep so changing that habit had to happen slowly. However, I did do a few things to “encourage him.” We started distracting him around bedtime. We tried to tire him out by letting him stay up later, or by being super active, carrying him in his carrier (he often fell asleep baby wearing), or driving in the car so he would fall asleep without nursing. After a few weeks of distracting him at bedtime he stopped asking completely and would just snuggle right up to me to fall asleep. There were a handful of times at the very end he did ask (he called it going “night night”) and I would say “ok, in just a minute.” Or “please snuggle with me first.” And he would fall asleep.

In the end, I’m glad we let him do it himself with encouragement. I never had an issue with him once I started nursing Marlow. And I have not experienced any aversion with Marlow either.  Nursing can be such a great experience! If you are going through similar issues I urge you to work your way through them and know that in the end, it can be well worth it.

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  • Reply Stefanie March 29, 2017 at 10:25 pm

    I definitely went through an aversion with my last child, too. I nursed him until his 2nd birthday, then he weaned on his own. I remember several days, though, when I was just over it!

  • Reply Hannah March 30, 2017 at 5:48 am

    Thanks for sharing your breast feeding journey! It’s so hard to make big changes to their schedules, especially with the routinely nursing them to sleep.

  • Reply Aly Funk March 30, 2017 at 2:20 pm

    I loved nursing both of my babies! I was able to nurse my oldest until 14 months and I would have gone longer, but I was pregnant with my second and it got to be more than I could handle.

  • Reply Sheila March 30, 2017 at 9:42 pm

    My son is 2 and he still nurses to sleep! I made the decision around his first birthday to let him self wean, but I’m beginning to get a little nervous that it’s going to be a while. I might have to try distracting him a little.

  • Reply Ashley Peavey March 31, 2017 at 10:28 pm

    I weaned my first when he turned two because I was pregnant and pretty much out of milk. I also told him to snuggle with me and it was a pretty easy process. Way to go mama!!

  • Reply Aly April 1, 2017 at 12:15 am

    I felt that way in preparing for my second!? My oldest weaned at 15 months but still continued to put his hand down my shirt for comfort. So with pregnant boobs it became an a literal pain. I couldn’t believe someone was about to be touching them 24/7 again!! Glad to know I wasnt alone in the feeling.

  • Reply Patricia April 1, 2017 at 3:20 am

    I definitely experienced that nursing aversion at some point too. I nursed my youngest until she was 22 months versus my oldest which was for a year so there were times that I just felt like I was over it. But I am so happy that I stuck it out until she was ready!

  • Reply Rachel April 1, 2017 at 7:13 pm

    I found this to be super interesting. I haven’t experienced an aversion, but certainly been irritated at times.

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